Maveric Power..

Summer of o5 isn't what it's all cracked up to be.

i hate it when i'm playing car racing games and a sharp turn comes up unexpectedly; and i end up crashing into the side of the road.
which also just happens to be my aspect and life at this point in time.  coincidence?  i think not.  for some reason i feel that i'm goin to end up losing all my friends to someone else.  weird how one minute you think your life is perfect; and the next you're wondering where you went wrong.

everyone seems to be in love these days.  the all have someone else to lean on and be held by.  me?  of coarse i'm the odd one out as usual and i've never felt so lonely in my life.  boys can be so misleading.  they always find some way to manipulate me and lead me on; and me being the optimist i am always seem to fall into their traps.  then i get dropped onto a bed of nails.  i tend to be let down by everyone and when i see all my friends head over heels for a boy who feels the same or them it kind of makes me feel inferior to them.  it's not their fault that they are totally appealing and i'm just a rusty sign on the side of the road.  yea it's a real party, i know.

well that's basically all i wanted to say,  so until next time;;